Under the vast sky

2011-09-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Back from Band again~!! Oh well, At least all was kinda well today?

Woke up early just to go for the Remedials for supp papers, However, I decided not to go for it as i have decided to totally give up on my studies and pursue my interest in Music instead.. After searching abit, I got the idea of studying in NAFA to get a Diploma in Music Performance. However, Due to certain things, I am still in consideration if whether or not I should do it. Shall make my decision on Sunday after i talk to Mr Ong about it.

The bad thing is that i guess from now on, I will be staying away from the people I am very close with at the moment. And I am also including all those from the Supper Club. Well, This is a personal decision and I seriously hope I won't regret it. Afterall, They were the ones that really made my Band life more interesting and fun.

My Mind is still in a mess up till now no matter how hard I try to distract myself away from all the things that will make me unhappy. Seriously, I just hope that this will end soon so that I can finally be like my old self again? Why must all this happenings appear at one shot?! Fml~!

Guess I shall stop here already.. Bye~!!

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2011-09-17T18:43:00.000+08:00

Another day is about to be gone just like that, Spent most of my time in the bedroom lazing in my bed, Dota-ing and watching abit of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1. Went to my Grandparents place for lunch in the afternoon. It has been a long time since i saw them. After heading home, I started lazing on the bed thinking i might be able to fall asleep, however, i failed of course.

Oh, Tomorrow will be going NIE concert at NTU with 10 other TP bandmates, Woo~! Excited much! This year band life have been so active, the number of concerts I have watched this year alone is more then the number of concerts I have watched in my life.

Monday onwards I shall focus on my studies and at least pass all my supp papers. And, I shall think more positively from now onwards as I promised Asyiqin. Ahh~ Totally feeling much better Today compared to Yesterday!

Think stopping here already, Shall blog again next time~!

Friends

2011-09-17T05:21:00.000+08:00

Finally back to blogging after so many years?! Oh well, This is what happen when u get bored at 5am and you almost have nothing to do..

Anyways, Today(or yesterday), was the day that I realise who were the ones who really cared for a nobody like me. And yes, No matter how many times i thank them, it still can't express my gratitude for them. Even though we all come from different school, different course, We still manage to click to well thanks to Band. Even though my results and recent happenings which are occurring are bringing me down, At least i know there will still be people supporting me and cheering me up even though it might not help, and I am very grateful for that. No words or action can express my gratitude right now, I just hope that i can still show my gratitude to them when i meet them again on Sunday or during Band days. Ever since i got to know people from the brass section, My life in Band has totally changed, From being a quiet boy who does not talk much to a person that talks almost everyday unless I'm really in a bad mood or unhappy. And of course, the thing i really love the most about Band right now is the people and our usual supper session even though I have yet to have a proper supper ever since exam period due to the amount of things going on right now. I hope that by Monday, I will have the mood to join in the fun and excitement within the supper club and go back together with the Bedok Gang. Its been a long time since the 4 of us went back together.

Even though I always have the idea that I'm a nobody as I don't usually get the others attention and being the quietest at times, I still hope that all will be well for us and that we will all be happy with each other company. I shall try my very best to control my thoughts and be as happy as i can even if I'm not having a good time. Afterall, I also don't really want others to worry about me since well, I'm just a nobody, So why would anyone bother.

Lastly, I am totally jealous right now. While I'm stuck here in Singapore, Mr Ong is in Europe as I am typing this post. To make things worse, He is actually going to have a meet-up session with my Idol, Mr Ben Van Dijk and his giving Mr Ong a autographed CD. Jealous much, but, I shall save up and in 5 years time, I shall do the same! But by then, Mr Ben should be abit old already. But its still possible.

And yes, Since its my first blog post since i don't know when, this post is long.But, who cares, I got so much things to say afterall.

Shall end here i guess, Blog again next time!

2009-10-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

Sup Yos!
Just finished Maths Paper 1.. Find it quite easy.. Should be able to pass but still need see my paper 2..Hope can pass my Maths.. If i pass i sure happy deh.. Want pass at least 4 Subjects for 'N' Level cause i have been passing only 2 subjects for my exams many times leh.. And always is the same 2 subjects.. English and F&N.. This hope i can pass at least 4.. But of course, the more the merrier.. Higher chance to go Shatec and pursue my dream of becoming a Chef.. Can't wait to go there.. Got new study environment and don't need to study useless subjects..Shiok sia.. And, Finally left 3 more papers to take for 'N' Levels..Taking exam is damn sian.. Can't talk or use Handphone.. Only can daydream and sleep... But the good thing is that during Exams, we can go home after our papers.. So don't need stay in school for so long.. Haiz.. Lazy to post lehs
Byes~

2009-10-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

Sup yo!!
Today had Combined Science paper in the morning.. Woke up super early cause i thought paper starts early.. So i went out of house at 7.. Luckily, While i was walking to the bus stop, I saw my entry proof and realise that my paper starts at 9.45.. So i went back home to slack until 9 before going school.. Chemistry paper was kinda hard.. Think might not be able to pass.. However, Bio paper was damn easy.. If lucky, i can get at least 15/20 for mcq.. Alot of give away question.. Section B also quite easy.. only got 1 or 2 questions i don't know.. The rest i know.. So should be able to do well for Bio.. Hope that my Bio can cover up for my Chem marks and help me pass Combined Science..Tomorrow got Maths paper 1 at 2pm i think.. Shiok sia... Can slack until damn late before going school.. But don't like Maths.. Damn sian.. 2 hours for each paper.. Damn long sia.. Cannot tahan..Wednesday no paper.. Don't know why also.. Then Thursday got Maths paper 2 and Geography.. Then finally Friday.. Only got 1 F&N paper.. Should not be a problem.. After Friday i happy leh.. Can go find job and can don't go school leh.. Then after the school's Final year exam over the Trombones having a section outing.. Woots.. Finally we decided to have a Section outing after so long.. Hope we can have fun as a section and throw away all our pressure, Stress and hardships from studying for exams and have fun..But then.. Still need wait until the Final Year exam is over then can start planning..
I gtg leh.. Need clear the house if not parents come home i die. Byes~

2009-10-02T15:07:00.000+08:00

Sup yos! Today in school quite bored.. First period English but Mr Ghaz never come we slack in class until recess. After recess was Chemistry... Slacked at the back of the class again with Ameerul and Shermund.. Played truth or dare again.. Damn stupid..Then we cannot choose if we want do truth or dare.. We will flip a coin to decide our fate.. Damn stupid.. Then i kenna alot of dare.. Damn sad..Then during Chinese played abit of blackjack and cheat.. Played cheat damn bored cause no one cheat deh.. Then no one say cheat also.. Always i the one saying Cheat... But in the end they never cheat... So damn sian.. Then played Dai di without money... Won a few rounds until dimissal.. Then Mdm Liu confiscated the cards when we were keeping.. Heng not my cards sia.. Haha.. Then just now played Dota with my bro.. 1v1.. Kns sia... First time i use Axe almost lose to him.. He keep Frost me then run so i damn irritated then i just quit game...No point continuing since i know sure cant kill him..Now listening to Beyond 1996 Live & Basic concert.. Damn nice.. Starting to like this concert more then their 2003 concert.. Maybe its cause their 1996 concert is their first concert without Wong ka-kui so prefer their 1996 concert.. I have been listening to 醒你 for don't know how many times already.. Love the Bass solo and the Bass part in this song.. Damn nice and exciting.. The song is also damn nice and familiar.. Sounds like a song that i heard before when i was damn young when my father was hearing Beyond's song... But then.. Today is perhaps my last day in school before 'N' level cause i don't think i will be going back to school after 'N' levels finish until the day i collect my results..Hope can pass at least 3 subjects.. So far i only got confidence in my English and abit in Chinese and Social studies.. I also got absolute confidence in my F&N.. Should be able to get at least a B4...But of course.. It will be better if i get an A1.. Cause thats my target.. Get at least 1 A in my 'N' level... Think i can pass combined science also.. But need see my Chem.. Bio should not be a problem cause i am getting to get better in Bio.. Although i have missed out almost everything Miss Sim taught last year because i was sleeping almost the whole time during Bio lessons but managed to catch up with my work this year... But then, my Chem is the one that will kill me.. I have missed out everything since last year and i have yet to catch up with my work.. So just hope that my Bio will help me pass my combined science.. Thats all for today..
Byes~

2009-10-01T14:55:00.001+08:00

Sup yo peeps! Today played black jack during Cme period..Won $1.50 from Brian and lost $0.50 to Shermund.. Damn funny.. Brian lost damn alot today.. Then today earned $1 from Shermund cause he say if i lend him $9 he will return me $10 after recess plus 1 drink.. So i say okay luh.. Then went for PE.. Got Beep test or something.. Damn heng.. Halfway when i running the speaker no battery.. So stopped after running a few rounds but still damn tired.. Then we were dismissed early so went class slack then went to 4F for Geog.. After geog went for F&N.. Miss Alsagoff returned our test paper but she never mark so we go through the answers.. Then after F&N was CME so went to 4F to play Blackjack.. After CME went Mrt top up card.. Then took bus 9 to Bedok inter before transferring to bus 222.. Then in the bus got 1 foreigner sitting beside me asked me how go Bedok stadium.. So i told him where to alight.. But he still not sure so i brought he and his friend to Bedok stadium bus stop.. Then from there i walked to 7-11 to buy Slurpee before going home.. Now listening to Beyond Live and Basic concert Bass guitar solo by Steve wong and 醒你 ... Later going to play Dota.. Want to train new hero but don't know who to use.. Later slowly decide.. lazy post leh.. Byes~

2009-09-30T16:12:00.000+08:00

Sup Yo peeps!! Today during Chinese played cards with Marcus, Wan ru, Brian Lee er and Shermund.. But never play money.. Then Liu dm saw then asked us keep the cards if not she will confiscate the cards.. So we keep leh then slack until next period.. After Chinese was Geog so went over to 4F.. During Geog quite slack also.. Sit at one side to listen to Mr Shamsul talk about what may come out during N lvls. Then he gave us some notes to read..Then cause today Geog only 1 period so quite fast end.. After that was English.. So need do Maths again.. But i only do abit.. Then when Mr Ghaz go out of class Me, Shermund, Brian and Ameerul play blackjack without money again.. Then when he come we just hide the cards and pretend to do work..After English was Assembly.. Mr Leonard gave us Bio worksheet so i did my worksheet.. Don't know why also.. Now starting to like Bio leh.. Last year always sleep during Bio lesson cause find it damn bored.. But this year i always listen in class..Then after that finally dismissed leh.. Then played Farmville and Mafia wars.. Wanted to watch movie online deh.. But don't know what to watch so listened to Beyond songs and cooked noodles to eat.. Now listening to 2003 Version of 永远等待..I love the guitar solo for this song.. Damn nice... Thats all for today.. Bye peeps!

2009-09-29T15:06:00.001+08:00

Sup yp peeps!! Today was quite a unlucky day.. Played blackjack with Brian and Shermund during chinese period.. Win quite abit at the starting.. Then when i became the banker i lose alot sia.. Damn sian... Then during lesson Me, Brian, Shermund and Wan ru played Dai di.. Then starting i win alot but then never play money.. Then when we started playing Mr Ghaz come in the library so we stopped playing.. Damn heng sia.. Cause my cards all damn lousy... Then took 45 home.. Then in the bus saw Jamal.. So we started talking until reach bus stop then we go buy things at mama shop.. After buy leh i lazy wait for bus so i pang seh him and walk home myself.. Now listening to Beyond live 2003 concert 活着便精彩.. Don't know what else to do leh.. So sian.. Lazy post leh.. Bye peeps~

2009-09-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

Yos!! Today was quite a fun day.. Today school life was quite slack.. First period was SS.. So i did my geog worksheet.. Then after recess was maths.. So did my maths tests and handed in to teacher.. Hope can pass.. Damn long never pass my maths leh.. After maths went for Bio.. Very slack also.. Had a mcq test.. Damn easy.. Only got 4 wrong.. Then during F&N got test.. Damn sian.. I don't even know got test until today.. But of course i still managed to do everything nicely including the essay.. The essay was a damn waste of time.. I did a mind-map for my first question to identify what are the keypoints and sub-topics.. Then i did finish the first question which was about food labels.. Then second question was about why food needs to be cooked.. Damn easy so i lazy do mind-map for the second question.. Then finally dismissal time.. My favourite period.. Then went home and checked my e-mail.. To my suprised, Shatec finally e-mailed me back after i e-mailed them twice.. They say that the date of the open house is not confirmed as they are not sure when the 'N' level results will be out.. So need wait until November then check their website to see if they got put a notice for the open house.. After that i went to play Mafia wars and farmville while listening to Beyond live 2003 concert.. My Mafia wars almost gaining new achievement leh.. Just need a few k more cuban pesos and i can own all the business in cuba already... After that went online to watch movies.. First i watched Beyond's Diary.. A damn old movie by Beyond.. Created in 1991.. Quite funny... Then after that i watched Transformers 2.. Damn nice.. Alot of action.. Not like the first series.. Then tomorrow maybe going to watch 12 rounds..Now going to play Dota with my brother.. He want play 1v1 with me.. Wahaha.. Can't wait to own him..Thats it for today. Bye~

2009-09-27T16:00:00.001+08:00

Sup yo peeps!!

Today was quite fun.. Just now played dota with Qing yuan.. First game we played against Ai we owned them.. I used Holy knight then he used Slardar.. Totally ownage.. But i only got 2 kills caused I dunno how use Holy knight.. Then second game i used Tiny Qy used Dwarven Sniper.. This time we kenna owned like siao.. We kenna owned until we quit game.. Damn stupid.. Then after that i started to watch Prince of tennis.. Now still buffering Ep 12-13.. Quite cool.. Oishi and Kikumaru vs Shishido Ootori.. Cant wait to see who wins.. Moon Volley and Acrobatics play plus Kikumaru beam plus Kikumaru Bazooka.. Damn cool... Thats all for now i guess.. Cant wait to see which pair win.. So long peeps..

2009-09-26T08:58:00.001+08:00

Sup yo people!

Posting now cause now still quite early so damn sian.. Finally know how to link people in my blog leh.. Thanks to Zheng wei..Haha... He helped me to do my blog skin and help me put a few links in my blog then i follow up by adding a few more links.. Anyways, I cant wait to play pool again with Qing yuan and Chan kang.. Lol.. Play pool with them damn fun sia.. But then 'N' levels coming soon leh.. Sian...8 more days to 'N' levels.. However, With bad things comes good things.. I will be free from studying in 13 more days!! Can't wait for 9th october to come cause 9th october will be my last paper which is my F&N paper.. Sure can pass deh.. After that need go find job then save money to buy new handphone cause my current phone totally sucks.. No camera, no memory card, no songs and no bluetooth.. Cannot do anything much deh.. can only call and sms.. Damn sian deh... Haiz... Now listening to Beyond live 2003 抗战二十年.... Like the chorus alot.. This song is damn nice sia..The guitar solo is also damn power.. But still prefer 冷雨夜 and 俾面派對 Bass guitar solo.. Steve Wong is so cool when he is playing his Bass guitar solo sia.. And and.. got one more damn nice.. the Bass guitar solo in Beyond live & basic concert before they sang 醒你 is also damn cool with the effect paddle on.. the duration is also quite long. This is the longest Bass guitar solo i heard from Steve wong.. Damn cool.. Okay.. Thats all for now leh.. Byes~

2009-09-25T13:16:00.000+08:00

Hello..Finally decided to post again cause i am kinda bored..

Today in school quite bored and stupid.. Me and shermund was playing truth or dare during our ss period then we always sabo each other by asking each other to sms a girl when we choose dare.. Then he dare me to sms Sheng ying.. Damn stupid.. then being a man i say okay luh.. then sms her.. Then after that i choose dare again then he ask me to miss call her 3 times.. Wtf sia... then i call her 3 times then she reply then i say me and my friend playing true or dare then he ask me miss call her.. Damn pai seh lah.. Then at that time i was doing my maths worksheet..So after i sms her leh i do my work..Then after that Shermund and Ameerul go toilet.. leaving me alone.. So i just continue doing my maths.. Then, Sheng ying walked by my class.. Damn pai seh lah.. kns sia.. Then during my chinese period i still doing my maths but damn sian.. So i smsed Meng choon while doing my work then he say i damn lame cause he is just beside my class and i smsed him cause i was bored.. Damn funny lah.. Then he keep saying my name is Andy hoi lau da.. Wth sia.. Since yesterday during geog lesson he started calling me that name then he go tell Nico and Marcus about it also.. Damn stupid.. Then just now Meng choon say i very famous and people from the west also know me.. then i say they know my name cause my name too common leh.. Then he say the people say they know someone called Andy hoi lau da so confirm is me.. Then i say thats not my name then if i kenna whacked i sure die cause i got no backing.. then he say thats my prob.. Wth sia.. then i say if i kenna whacked i call him come help me..So funny sia.. But now quite bored leh.. Nothing much too do.. Only listening to Beyond live 2003 concert and playing farmville and mafia wars.. Going sleep soon also.. Headache.. Sian........

I shall stop posting leh.. Tired.. Byes~

2009-09-22T15:19:00.000+08:00

Hello..Decided to start blogging today because i am bored... Today in class damn bored.. Do maths like siao.. Maths got 3 periods then after maths is english and during english need do maths as english 'N' level over liao so need to concentrate on maths.. Damn sian lah. then in the end need do maths for 5 periods.. but obviously i never do maths during english lah.. only act in front of teacher to act guai.. Then finally dismiss leh so went canteen buy drink then walk to tanah merah to top up ez card then while topping-up my card saw bradley and brian, then brian keep disturbing me cause Ariff saw abit of my text that i was texting to Li Ting then he keep saying what i told her to me.. So i just heck care then just walk away then go take bus 9 to Bedok inter then take bus 17 home.. Then in the bus got 2 bds people keep blasting music.. damn fucked up sia they.. their parents never teach them not to blast music in public transport before i guess.. Then finally reach home after so long.. Then now listening to Beyond live 2003 concert and playing Farmville and Mafia wars as usual.. Later need call Shatec to ask them some things..Cant wait for end of year sia..Shatec got open house at the end of the year after they shift to their new campus so i am definitely going with mr ong to check out the new campus and to hand in my application form.. Hope can go in Shatec next year sia, if cannot go in i die sia.. With my current results i sure cannot go sec 5 deh..i also lazy go sec 5, need waste 1 more year to get a dip, i go shatec 2 years got dip already.. Can save 1 year of my life.. And can faster finish studying and become a gourmet and open my own restaurant faster.. Thats all for today leh.. lazy type leh.. Byes..