Monday, September 19, 2011
Back from Band again~!! Oh well, At least all was kinda well today?
Woke up early just to go for the Remedials for supp papers, However, I decided not to go for it as i have decided to totally give up on my studies and pursue my interest in Music instead.. After searching abit, I got the idea of studying in NAFA to get a Diploma in Music Performance. However, Due to certain things, I am still in consideration if whether or not I should do it. Shall make my decision on Sunday after i talk to Mr Ong about it.
The bad thing is that i guess from now on, I will be staying away from the people I am very close with at the moment. And I am also including all those from the Supper Club. Well, This is a personal decision and I seriously hope I won't regret it. Afterall, They were the ones that really made my Band life more interesting and fun.
My Mind is still in a mess up till now no matter how hard I try to distract myself away from all the things that will make me unhappy. Seriously, I just hope that this will end soon so that I can finally be like my old self again? Why must all this happenings appear at one shot?! Fml~!
Guess I shall stop here already.. Bye~!!
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Saturday, September 17, 2011
Another day is about to be gone just like that, Spent most of my time in the bedroom lazing in my bed, Dota-ing and watching abit of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1. Went to my Grandparents place for lunch in the afternoon. It has been a long time since i saw them. After heading home, I started lazing on the bed thinking i might be able to fall asleep, however, i failed of course.
Oh, Tomorrow will be going NIE concert at NTU with 10 other TP bandmates, Woo~! Excited much! This year band life have been so active, the number of concerts I have watched this year alone is more then the number of concerts I have watched in my life.
Monday onwards I shall focus on my studies and at least pass all my supp papers. And, I shall think more positively from now onwards as I promised Asyiqin. Ahh~ Totally feeling much better Today compared to Yesterday!
Think stopping here already, Shall blog again next time~!
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Finally back to blogging after so many years?! Oh well, This is what happen when u get bored at 5am and you almost have nothing to do..
Anyways, Today(or yesterday), was the day that I realise who were the ones who really cared for a nobody like me. And yes, No matter how many times i thank them, it still can't express my gratitude for them. Even though we all come from different school, different course, We still manage to click to well thanks to Band. Even though my results and recent happenings which are occurring are bringing me down, At least i know there will still be people supporting me and cheering me up even though it might not help, and I am very grateful for that. No words or action can express my gratitude right now, I just hope that i can still show my gratitude to them when i meet them again on Sunday or during Band days. Ever since i got to know people from the brass section, My life in Band has totally changed, From being a quiet boy who does not talk much to a person that talks almost everyday unless I'm really in a bad mood or unhappy. And of course, the thing i really love the most about Band right now is the people and our usual supper session even though I have yet to have a proper supper ever since exam period due to the amount of things going on right now. I hope that by Monday, I will have the mood to join in the fun and excitement within the supper club and go back together with the Bedok Gang. Its been a long time since the 4 of us went back together.
Even though I always have the idea that I'm a nobody as I don't usually get the others attention and being the quietest at times, I still hope that all will be well for us and that we will all be happy with each other company. I shall try my very best to control my thoughts and be as happy as i can even if I'm not having a good time. Afterall, I also don't really want others to worry about me since well, I'm just a nobody, So why would anyone bother.
Lastly, I am totally jealous right now. While I'm stuck here in Singapore, Mr Ong is in Europe as I am typing this post. To make things worse, He is actually going to have a meet-up session with my Idol, Mr Ben Van Dijk and his giving Mr Ong a autographed CD. Jealous much, but, I shall save up and in 5 years time, I shall do the same! But by then, Mr Ben should be abit old already. But its still possible.
And yes, Since its my first blog post since i don't know when, this post is long.But, who cares, I got so much things to say afterall.
Shall end here i guess, Blog again next time!
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Sup Yos!
Just finished Maths Paper 1.. Find it quite easy.. Should be able to pass but still need see my paper 2..Hope can pass my Maths.. If i pass i sure happy deh.. Want pass at least 4 Subjects for 'N' Level cause i have been passing only 2 subjects for my exams many times leh.. And always is the same 2 subjects.. English and F&N.. This hope i can pass at least 4.. But of course, the more the merrier.. Higher chance to go Shatec and pursue my dream of becoming a Chef.. Can't wait to go there.. Got new study environment and don't need to study useless subjects..Shiok sia.. And, Finally left 3 more papers to take for 'N' Levels..Taking exam is damn sian.. Can't talk or use Handphone.. Only can daydream and sleep... But the good thing is that during Exams, we can go home after our papers.. So don't need stay in school for so long.. Haiz.. Lazy to post lehs
Byes~
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Monday, October 5, 2009
Sup yo!!
Today had Combined Science paper in the morning.. Woke up super early cause i thought paper starts early.. So i went out of house at 7.. Luckily, While i was walking to the bus stop, I saw my entry proof and realise that my paper starts at 9.45.. So i went back home to slack until 9 before going school.. Chemistry paper was kinda hard.. Think might not be able to pass.. However, Bio paper was damn easy.. If lucky, i can get at least 15/20 for mcq.. Alot of give away question.. Section B also quite easy.. only got 1 or 2 questions i don't know.. The rest i know.. So should be able to do well for Bio.. Hope that my Bio can cover up for my Chem marks and help me pass Combined Science..Tomorrow got Maths paper 1 at 2pm i think.. Shiok sia... Can slack until damn late before going school.. But don't like Maths.. Damn sian.. 2 hours for each paper.. Damn long sia.. Cannot tahan..Wednesday no paper.. Don't know why also.. Then Thursday got Maths paper 2 and Geography.. Then finally Friday.. Only got 1 F&N paper.. Should not be a problem.. After Friday i happy leh.. Can go find job and can don't go school leh.. Then after the school's Final year exam over the Trombones having a section outing.. Woots.. Finally we decided to have a Section outing after so long.. Hope we can have fun as a section and throw away all our pressure, Stress and hardships from studying for exams and have fun..But then.. Still need wait until the Final Year exam is over then can start planning..
I gtg leh.. Need clear the house if not parents come home i die. Byes~
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Friday, October 2, 2009
Sup yos! Today in school quite bored.. First period English but Mr Ghaz never come we slack in class until recess. After recess was Chemistry... Slacked at the back of the class again with Ameerul and Shermund.. Played truth or dare again.. Damn stupid..Then we cannot choose if we want do truth or dare.. We will flip a coin to decide our fate.. Damn stupid.. Then i kenna alot of dare.. Damn sad..Then during Chinese played abit of blackjack and cheat.. Played cheat damn bored cause no one cheat deh.. Then no one say cheat also.. Always i the one saying Cheat... But in the end they never cheat... So damn sian.. Then played Dai di without money... Won a few rounds until dimissal.. Then Mdm Liu confiscated the cards when we were keeping.. Heng not my cards sia.. Haha.. Then just now played Dota with my bro.. 1v1.. Kns sia... First time i use Axe almost lose to him.. He keep Frost me then run so i damn irritated then i just quit game...No point continuing since i know sure cant kill him..Now listening to Beyond 1996 Live & Basic concert.. Damn nice.. Starting to like this concert more then their 2003 concert.. Maybe its cause their 1996 concert is their first concert without Wong ka-kui so prefer their 1996 concert.. I have been listening to 醒你 for don't know how many times already.. Love the Bass solo and the Bass part in this song.. Damn nice and exciting.. The song is also damn nice and familiar.. Sounds like a song that i heard before when i was damn young when my father was hearing Beyond's song... But then.. Today is perhaps my last day in school before 'N' level cause i don't think i will be going back to school after 'N' levels finish until the day i collect my results..Hope can pass at least 3 subjects.. So far i only got confidence in my English and abit in Chinese and Social studies.. I also got absolute confidence in my F&N.. Should be able to get at least a B4...But of course.. It will be better if i get an A1.. Cause thats my target.. Get at least 1 A in my 'N' level... Think i can pass combined science also.. But need see my Chem.. Bio should not be a problem cause i am getting to get better in Bio.. Although i have missed out almost everything Miss Sim taught last year because i was sleeping almost the whole time during Bio lessons but managed to catch up with my work this year... But then, my Chem is the one that will kill me.. I have missed out everything since last year and i have yet to catch up with my work.. So just hope that my Bio will help me pass my combined science.. Thats all for today..
Byes~
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
Sup yo peeps! Today played black jack during Cme period..Won $1.50 from Brian and lost $0.50 to Shermund.. Damn funny.. Brian lost damn alot today.. Then today earned $1 from Shermund cause he say if i lend him $9 he will return me $10 after recess plus 1 drink.. So i say okay luh.. Then went for PE.. Got Beep test or something.. Damn heng.. Halfway when i running the speaker no battery.. So stopped after running a few rounds but still damn tired.. Then we were dismissed early so went class slack then went to 4F for Geog.. After geog went for F&N.. Miss Alsagoff returned our test paper but she never mark so we go through the answers.. Then after F&N was CME so went to 4F to play Blackjack.. After CME went Mrt top up card.. Then took bus 9 to Bedok inter before transferring to bus 222.. Then in the bus got 1 foreigner sitting beside me asked me how go Bedok stadium.. So i told him where to alight.. But he still not sure so i brought he and his friend to Bedok stadium bus stop.. Then from there i walked to 7-11 to buy Slurpee before going home.. Now listening to Beyond Live and Basic concert Bass guitar solo by Steve wong
and 醒你 ... Later going to play Dota.. Want to train new hero but don't know who to use.. Later slowly decide.. lazy post leh.. Byes~
